I might not choose you

How dare you?
How dare you do this to me, after all we've been through?
How dare you make me suffer this way? Who do you think you are?
How dare you make me feel this lonely and pathetic?
How dare you make me cry.

I don't deserve this.
I don't deserve this and you know it.

What am I supposed to do now? Just get over it?
I can't. And it's your fault.

And now you've made me choose.
And who knows...

I might not choose you.

And the World Spins Madly On...

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on

Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on

I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on

I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on.



-{The Weepies}-

I am not going to let the world pass me by.
I am not going to live through life without doing anything. Unnoticed.
I am going to be bold.
I am going to be strong.
I am going to leave my mark. Whatever it takes.


I refuse to let the world spin madly on.












Kipa

What Could've Been

I am one of those dreamers. You know, one of those persons who live in fantasy world, imagining great adventures and breath-taking romances. I've had a million lifes in my world. A million different outcomes.

All with a happy ending.

All in my head.

That is why I envy the people who are down to earth. They want something and they get it.

Just.

Like.

That.

They are not afraid of failure, of having their bubble burst, their dreams crashed.

After all, we only have one shot at life. One shot at being happy. I don't want to waste it. I'm tired of thinking of what could've been.

I'm ready for my life to start.