Yey!

Oh my God! I am so happy right now I could dieeeeee. Guess what?

I just received an email from UCL, my first choice university!!!!!

Okay, it is not such a big deal I suppose because with architecture (what I want to study), if they like you they send you a task, and if they like you after that still, they ask for interview, and if you've still managed to continue being liked by them...THEN they offer you a place.


But they like me a little bit because the sent me the task! =D

Now I have a lot of work, but I am still so excited! I am one step closer tu UCL!

Kipa

Butter Fingers

Do you ever have the feeling that things are slipping through your fingers? And you try desperately to hold on, but it just seems impossible.

If I want to get together with my friends (school and outside) together, it's always me who has to organize it. It's not like I'm a great organizer. Heck, I'm a lousy organizer! I get stressed, anxious, nervous...

I am not good at it. 

The sad part is it's always me who has to organize it because, if not, no one bothers. They all say: 'You do it, you are better than me at that.' But how could that be true if they haven't even tried?

The thing is, I want to tell them I won't do it again, that I am tired of it, that it looks as if I'm the only one that cares for our friendship.

But I can't. I can't because I'm scared that they won't do anything. That they'll slip through my fingers, that what I've worked for all this time will just break so easily. That I'll get to see that I was really the only one who cared.

Kipa

My First Award

First of all I would like to thank the amazing Em-illi for this award which I am very excited about as it is my first one =).

So,basically I have to tell you 10 things about myself...

1. I was born purple. Literally. The doctors had to help me breathe. I couldn't do it on my own. Like most things.

2. My best friend when I was in playschool bullied me non-stop. She is still one of my closest friends. Fortunately, the bullying stopped a long while ago =P.

3. I am thrilled and terrified at the same time of next year. I want to start college so badly, but I know that I am going to miss my friends sooooo much. They are everything to me.

4. I am scared that I won't be accepted into any of the UK universities and that I will have to stay in Madrid instead. I really am excited about doing the college experience away from home.

5. I am in love with my city. It is my true love.

6. I am, weirdly enough, scared of alcohol.

7. I say outloud what I'm writing. All the time.

8. I've never gone through the phace were I hated my parents, life, rules... normal teenage things to hate. I've always felt like a weirdo for being such a content teenager.

9. People who are constantly depressed and complaining about life annoy me. I believe that life is a gift and that I am very lucky, and anyone who doesn't see it that way is an ungrateful person.

10. I believe that I have an invisibility cloak attached to me, as no one ever sees me. The strange thing is that, most times, I see this as something positive.

I would like to pass this award to:

Sophia from Still Winter After All...

Catherine from  a life in seven billion.

"In the light of the Moon"

Laura Marie from   a diary of little things & curiosities

Liss from  Daydream Lily Blog

Natalie from Toast and Cereal

Erimentha from  ~The Little Blog of Happiness~

Sadly, I am still new so I don't know that many more blogs!

Thank you fot listening, as always.

Kipa